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Anonymous asked:

What is your biggest wish? Dream or aspiration?




I really just want to be a great mom. I want to raise happy, loved kids who know who they are and what they want and aren’t the least bit ashamed of it. 

I really want this for myself but I’m so terrified my BPD will get in the way of me ever being a good mother :( 

Don’t forget that it becomes a lot more controllable as you get older.

With getting older, getting good therapy, and/or a good medication combo, it is very probable to live a “normal” life. By normal I really mean one where we feel fulfilled, productive, happy, and stable. Whether that involves others, wet will see. You can even wait on having kids or reaching any of those milestones so you can feel stable before taking care of another life. There’s no real set age to start any of those ventures (except unfortunately the end age I’d having children is pretty set in stone, but who knows. You could be feeling fine by then, or want to adopt, like me)

You being worried about how you will be by an age where you are thinking of children shows me that you are conscious of yourself and understanding of how your health effects yourself and others. This is a good thing to remember. I know you probably feel cruddy from borderline, but realize that you do have some insight that you will only continue to build on as you start feeling better. There’s a lot of “normal” people who don’t even have it.
They don’t usually have to keep track of themselves like we do.

I know this is a rant, I apologize, but long story short: time will tell. It will take time to heal and better yourself so that you may do the things in your life you wish to do most.



Only half of my china collection :3

I love the jellyfish piece! Now I wish I could have a tea party with you. Actually that sounds like a great idea for a party, everyone brings a piece of China, and each person chooses another person’s China piece, at the end of the night the reveal who they are, and why they bought it.

Those four I got from Anthropologie. They have letters of the alphabet for each image, so it’s Jellyfish, Starry night, Moon, and Cactus haha

I have Totoro pieces, mickey mouse, Monet’s water lilies, Alice in Wonderland, and some of my good china from my grandmother.
The rest is in a box back home ‘cause they were either not my favorites or too expensive to bring up, like my great grandmother’s wedding china.

This sounds like a great idea though! I just like tea parties in general, but that’s neat :3 I couldn’t bring just one though!

8tracks radio | EDM! EDM! EDM! (11 songs) | free edm and trance music playlist


I made an EDM playlist for shits and giggles. Tried to include different kinds of things cause lately I’ve been in a rut, listening to the same songs over and over.

- Whisp

P.S. I’m determined to keep this blog somewhat alive

I feel you. I need follow rave blogs that post better stuff. I love you all, but I can only reblog pictures of concert crowds so many times.

I’m liking this playlist, I’ve been so out of the loop on music D:

Dear future child
If it’s 3am and you find yourself in a world of complete despair
Please do not turn to strangers on the internet for solace as I did
Please climb onto my bed
And I will hold you until the demons sleep
If it is Thursday morning and you are too sad to move
I won’t force you
I will buy ice cream and we will watch your favourite tv show and I will remind you of your importance
If you feel as if you have no purpose
I will remind you that you were created entirely with love and every pain you feel, I feel too
When you’re sure you can’t go on anymore
I will tell you that when I was 21 I searched for peace at the bottom of a vodka bottle chased by a bottle of pain killers
But that five years later
When you were placed in my arms in the delivery room
I realised that you were why I had been holding on
Without realising it, you saved me, do you know how amazing that is?
So if you ever feel like grabbing that vodka bottle, put it down, we will get in the car and I will drive until the sky turns magenta
I will show you how the sun rises every morning to encourage you to rise too
Sweetheart I refuse to be unaware of your sufferings
As my mother was to mine.
Your mental health is my priority. (via be-fearless-brave-and-kind)

This is so fucking beautiful. I’m crying. Gawh

(via lojo1815)

I’m gonna be this parent

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